Heart, love, mind.

I have been thinking much lately. i don even know what i am thinking. sound weird huh..... i misses my good old days. with my primary school friend. but, they are gone.

each with their family to feed and all. what all have been done may have been forgotten. i know i should not dwell in all this. and maybe i should think of how i want my life to be. i just call caleb, he is not the way he use to be. he dwell in it too much unable to get out. i feel very sad for him.

when i was with diane, after church the three of us will go out together. we talk and all and everything. have fun during those time. thats just 4 years back...... thee are too mant sad people around me and i know i am already affected by them. i feel them i can feel them. and its starting to affect my thinking too......

What should i do.

Bejing 2008

i am back.... haha i know i have not write in sometime. i try to keep up ok. haha.
anyway i know some people out there are very hurt and i don know whats wrong but be sure that i will pray for you whoever you are.

my life recently is in a mess. man i cant believe whats going. sigh........ long story.
i watch the event on Taekwondo in bejing 2008. well very disappointed. its not like my training in the good old days. i train 3 time hard than that. my instructor always wanted me to go for knock out. so training was so tough.... sweat like nobody business.

now, i seldom train anymore. sad thing to say.

well i think thats all

See you later mate.....