Song

I recently listen to some oldies song. Man its so great. nowaday not many people, compose or sing song like that anymore.

Singer like Sam, Luo Da you, and many more old singer. they have more meaningful song than nowadays singer. song these days are like shit not all but some. even the are those with beautiful tune. rare are those song.

sam have a song name LANG ZI XIN SHEN. its very meaningful. listen to it think hard. you will feel the FEEL.

i know money is the key to survive. but i am to tell you that DO NOT value it more than your life. money can do you good vice versa it will do you evil. i am contend with what i have i wont strive to get what is not destinated for me. example like i want to be bill gate or obama. that can only be my dream. if i can its a bounous.

words

Let the gone be gone, but at least give me the courage to rekindle memory. the right to hug.

let me love you from the start again, like the blue sky always surrounded by the cloud.

A person with Kind heart, family man, loving father.

Hey comrade, today i help my comrade in army to repair his computer. the first time i knew him was back in year 2001. haha he was staff sgt that time.

well i must say that after all this years of complain and heat arguement. we get to know each other better perhap we treasure the friendship more.

i still remember that i don like him at all during a period of my army life, slowly back in 2004 i started to feel differently towards him. (i'm not gay) haha. he is very kind in heart. but handle people is always tough. after all this years i learn to accept peolpe as they accept me. i am more mature now....

Honestly i really miss the time in ADF during those days. but some people will be condem by me muhaha.... you know who la hahaha.

feel evey warm and cold in my heart

Hey just now i was surfing the net. i found some blog, i read and read and read. i realise that there's a lot people facing problem. be it big small. i mean i feel them.

happy marriage, trying hard to get a child and all. i see very much less fortunate people. but here we are aruging over fucking small thing, cannot unite as one. oh come on....

i always remember a sentence in chinese. i cant remember where i learn. i try to translate.

its like no matter how i feel about or worry bout my problem, if it compare to the problem of the world. mine is fucking nothing. thats is why i am so care free. i don care about how thing are fucking urgent. come on its a matter of how you take it. you can solve it by taking it easy or taking hard. which of it you choose???

if you kow what i mean.

welcome

long time no see friend. i don know whats wrong, but i felt some of my so call friend have change.
be it they are kid or who so ever. i am into deep thought lately very deep. i think i some how lose control of it.

kinda becoming crazy. but, i pull myself up again, take the hit and move forward.

Chee Bye jia wei

This is my friend jia wei, anyone pls do not trust him and his so call black magic. he is not trustworthy. he wil shit you upside down. i have know him for 13 years. his amulet shop is at blk 70 toa payoh. tell all people to avoid this shit shop. be fucking careful what he can do to you.

My Heart

Hey, i am heart broken don know why. but confirm its not love thingy. i just sad to see my friend ORD from the camp. Well, we have a geat time last year. i am also very happy for them. they found a job outside.

recently i met jackson, well he is doing great and all. met his grilfriend. hope and wish they have a happy ending. haidar the ali boy left last friday. kinda miss him too.

Fucking ass mother fucker

To all my friend, pls be sure that you shit the fucker gopalan, nick name bo lam par.
his blog...... singaporedissident.blogspot.com.

keep trying to shake things behind here. fuck you man. if you are so fucking brave come back here and say all those thing here. why stay in USA? shit you no baller. you are a shit ass.

if you want a war come back here. since you are a USA resident be good there stop striling things here. you can eat shit and die for all i care. so what singapore like this or that fuck offfffffffffffff....

make sure you dont come back singapore again. i don welcome you. over grown lizard.

My church

already 3 month since the incident. ok i will take it as God wanted me to change a location.

now i really angry with them all.

NO MERCY TO THEM.

I am the Fallen angel

I'm the fallen angel losing my religion, trying hard to fly.

I'm the fallen angel losing my religion, till i touch the SKY......

I am Sad

My heart is broken...... for i don know..... i....... s...a....d....

i am confuse. i am hurt. Tell me My Lord are you real? many many many many things happened to me you sure you don know?

i know i should not have doubt you. but, how..... many many things happened.... tell me my lord jesus.

Samurai code

Bushido, literally meaning "Way of the Warrior", is theCode of Honour and way of life of the Samurai.There are eight virtues, which a Samurai must try to possess:
a sense of justice and honesty
courage and contempt for death
self-control,sympathy towards all people
politeness and respect for etiquette
sincerity and respect for one's word of honour
absolute loyalty to one's superior
a duty to defend the honour of one's name and guild.

I am A change Person

I don know why???? i know deep in my heart have change a lot. but i just don know why?

Can you feel me.

也许我告别将不再回来,

你是否理解?

你是否明白?

也许我倒下将不再起来, 你是否还要永久的期待?

如果是这样, 你不要悲哀, 共和国的旗帜上 有我们血染的风采.

也许我的眼睛再不能睁开, 你是否理解我沉默的情怀?

也许我长眠再不能醒来, 你是否相信我化作了山脉?

如果是这样, 你不要悲哀, 共和国的土壤里 有我们付出的爱!

So Long My chruch friend

Hey you know what, i am very sadden by my church friend. take me for FUCKING granted. anyway i already not going to the chruch. and i give up on them already.

aaa239, aaa932

This is my xbox360 and PSN game mate. i am very happy to see this england brother. i still remember how we met. he was asking me the first question was. "how long you have your ninja gaiden 2" then it started off our friendship. and so on....

this year my xbox360 fail me a lot of time. so i lost contact with him. i feel very empty. (i am not gay) just that no one play a online game with me anymore.

when i brought my ps3. in my friend list is empty. for about 2 month or less. i play alone. i play with stranger. In this total new system i was lost in a way. without my comrade aaa239. but one day he sms me from england. asking me how am i. and i had him worry. i was sad. i missed him.

then few week past he sms me again, asking me do i have a ps3. i was very happy the next thing i know he have it. and when i turn on my ps3, his tag aaa932 waiting for me to add him into my friend list. i cant tell you how happy i am till now. Brother!!! you wont regret having me as your comrade and friend. till then i see you...

Take Care...

Ps3

Well, my xbox360 has gone bad. Shit MS. always got this issue wit the 360. anyway i brought myself a ps3. well it is very very powerful indeed. actually i love both of them. but i love the story of metal gear solid. a game and story i follow for about 11 years.

feel

Tell me if you ever love me. if i'm gone, i wish you will live. i know living alone is horrible. but, i know you can take it. if one day i really am gone. will you remember my name. deep down my heart, i know i love you deep. but, i just cant love you like before.

Love is great, Jesus love us with no condition. i wish i could do that to you. but, i just cant. the blame is on me. i know what you done to me. i know and i really know. it hurt when i anrgy. i smash thing. i can feel you. i feel you fear it. how can stop it. my lord know you are not to blame. its i that will take the blame.

i will worship you Oh mighty God. in the present of your holiness. you speak to me now my lord. i love you, and i really do. pls show me my path to you. i never ever forsake you. you know my loyalty to you. show me my armor and my spear and sword. i fight with you till the last breath i ever take. if i go to heaven and i see you. lord i ask for your permission to let me guard your creation. animal. my lord though you did not say animal will go heaven or not. here i pray to you. PLS LET ALL YOUR CREATION COME BACK TO YOU. i love them and you MY LORD.

i know your call my lord and i really do...... SHOW ME MY PATH TO YOU TONIGHT.

my Civic

Hey my New honda civic, i love my car man. no words could explain my heart. anyway, i want to do more to my car, taking one step at a time.

few weeks back, i bring my girl to pungol marina to test my vtec. Muhaha she is scare. the power of VTEC is not to be taken lightly. Vrooooooooom. the car just push and push even further with power.

Thats my Vtec. Hahaha......

Till then.

New year

bad ass new year. not good. but God is good all the time with amazing Grace and full of love. God never forsake anyone. I MEAN IT yesterday i have headache, while i was reading the chinese bible, i just say god take away my headache. boom boom its gone. for real i say in jesus name.