With everything i have to give. with every strenght i have to give. all but gone..... stil very heart broken though.... God Pls renew my heart..... renew to be new again...... the hurt SO DEEP..... i cannot take it.
someone have move on..... i will too but i am slow much more slower than someone.....
Now i know guy fall in love much more deeper than woman....... i read it somewhere before. now i know it..... and nw i taste it......
why do all have to be like this.... weekend better than past??? still want to anger me more? what type of women is this? someone........ be sure you really harden your heart till you never soften, coz if you do..... you will regret..... for real.... God know it....
you deny God.... God give you whatever you ask for and you did this to his child???? God in heaven feel my pain....... and he will put you through test see if you are able to go through it.....
GOD IS SO SO SO REAL........
Monday 29 August 2011
Sunday 28 August 2011
The woman i love
15 aug 2011 -1139am.... sms detail... time to go separate ways dear.....
i was heart broken..... with everything i love her with every of my last strenght i love her.
never was i is changing her. i never ever wanted to change her.
for her is she trying to change me. which i am very helpless... i give in to her everytime but she think that she is the one always giving in to me.
josephine chua.... you really totally break me. so badly that my tears, would actually tear apart the world into two.... lets face the truth... i know you will regret what you have done to me..... i will not hope for you to come back anymore... i will not even beg you.... never never ever.....
2004 you been through hell.... crying and beg me to come back to you..... i was very sad and i understand your pain... thats why i promise myself i love you with all.
but since you know that pain, you do it to me. and you know i will feel even more worst than you.... hear me..
i am not cursing you. even you have a rebound relationship. you will regret.... think i say it out of anger?? NO...coz your mind is always narrow..... don believe me.... find out yourself. and when you do, make sure you don regret what you have done to me on 15 aug 2011.
for i will never forget what you done to me... 15 aug 2011 1139am. this guilt will follow you forever in you. and when you eat your own medicine again. that guy will push you to your max till you cant breath.... then you will start thinking why you do it to me on 15 aug 2011......
be gone........
i was heart broken..... with everything i love her with every of my last strenght i love her.
never was i is changing her. i never ever wanted to change her.
for her is she trying to change me. which i am very helpless... i give in to her everytime but she think that she is the one always giving in to me.
josephine chua.... you really totally break me. so badly that my tears, would actually tear apart the world into two.... lets face the truth... i know you will regret what you have done to me..... i will not hope for you to come back anymore... i will not even beg you.... never never ever.....
2004 you been through hell.... crying and beg me to come back to you..... i was very sad and i understand your pain... thats why i promise myself i love you with all.
but since you know that pain, you do it to me. and you know i will feel even more worst than you.... hear me..
i am not cursing you. even you have a rebound relationship. you will regret.... think i say it out of anger?? NO...coz your mind is always narrow..... don believe me.... find out yourself. and when you do, make sure you don regret what you have done to me on 15 aug 2011.
for i will never forget what you done to me... 15 aug 2011 1139am. this guilt will follow you forever in you. and when you eat your own medicine again. that guy will push you to your max till you cant breath.... then you will start thinking why you do it to me on 15 aug 2011......
be gone........
Wednesday 17 August 2011
its not i don understand
i understand you are feeling stress, pls my dear, you have to let go and tell mi how you feeling inside out.
through out all these years, you always have the shadow in your heart on how i have hurt you. i'm sorry and you still have the shadow in you. how can i ever vanish that shadow in your heart.
think slowly, i do all thing is all for you. to be honest to you in god name. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU EVER KNOW. but, you give it up. i know you feel stress talking to me and feel very low about yourself. i never ever despite you in anyway. whether you are sick or healthy, i never forsake you. because GOD never forsake you and me.
Did you ever know when you say you see improvement in me and you say not enough? you have already destory my heart so badly in comparing the time i hurt you. never in my life i change for people. only you.....
i know your heart is dead for me....... i go to cellgroup just to see if the place is comfotable for you. coz i want you to go back to GOD. if you ever remember before, i was never a believer. but after i trust in the LORD. i take my time to change. i understand the deep cut i've given you. but, i want you to go back to GOD be it with you yourself or with someone esle.
GOD love you and me. the bible you give mi. it writes. let's grow in the LORD together.....
through out all these years, you always have the shadow in your heart on how i have hurt you. i'm sorry and you still have the shadow in you. how can i ever vanish that shadow in your heart.
think slowly, i do all thing is all for you. to be honest to you in god name. I LOVE YOU MORE THAN YOU EVER KNOW. but, you give it up. i know you feel stress talking to me and feel very low about yourself. i never ever despite you in anyway. whether you are sick or healthy, i never forsake you. because GOD never forsake you and me.
Did you ever know when you say you see improvement in me and you say not enough? you have already destory my heart so badly in comparing the time i hurt you. never in my life i change for people. only you.....
i know your heart is dead for me....... i go to cellgroup just to see if the place is comfotable for you. coz i want you to go back to GOD. if you ever remember before, i was never a believer. but after i trust in the LORD. i take my time to change. i understand the deep cut i've given you. but, i want you to go back to GOD be it with you yourself or with someone esle.
GOD love you and me. the bible you give mi. it writes. let's grow in the LORD together.....
Saturday 6 August 2011
loneliness
why is my world always in grey color? why am i always misundestood?. i always care for someone. but someone really don understand me. i give in and take a step back, i even eat my pride. but people still trying to destory the earth.....
why??? why do people don care anymore? i love animal. the love i have for them is even greater than the love i love myself.. why people still want to abuse them?
i love people, but people don love me. i'm willing to give up lot more thing to help people. but, where are the love of the people?
why i do certain things people don care?
why??? why do people don care anymore? i love animal. the love i have for them is even greater than the love i love myself.. why people still want to abuse them?
i love people, but people don love me. i'm willing to give up lot more thing to help people. but, where are the love of the people?
why i do certain things people don care?
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