270212 1141Hrs

i sad.... happy... mixed up feeling.... why.... i have this feeling... what my EX felt last time.... if this is real and thats what im getting... mean there is a worst trial i have to face.... i really dont know if i have the strength to face it....... pls my lord its your will, i will face it.... but pls heal me.... at the end....

070212 19558hrs

no meaning to bd........ no new start..... falling back....... ............. see if reaching limit.......

070212 1955hrs

............. here goes...... bd..... without......something..... nothing is something when nothing is mention...... asking obvious thing is so heart breaking and didnt even realise........ ..........................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................................