Friday 29 June 2012

290612 1704Hrs

if i have you as a person but i cannot have your heart, even i have the whole world i wont be happy.
i ask of you, love me once. and you will never regret trying.

during in trouble time, then you will be able to know, if the person have a true heart for you.....

Monday 25 June 2012

239612 (250612) 1607Hrs

I have a talk with bb, somehow i understand and again i don understand. i bring her to east coast she likes it there :) the very first place i steal her kiss.... In time to come i dont think she will  REALLY FEEL that FEELING anymore....

Soon she will have a boyfriend..... and i wil have to start my new job next week.. happy same time feel a little fear..... fear is because behind me, there isnt anymore support.... a LOVE i am so serious about....
BB told me not to wait for her..... i really don know if i could do that... i will try..... T_T.....
If is God that want u to come into my life, i wont blame him for teaching  me a lesson....  the heart i have for u is so real and pure.... never sway, never weavering.... Its really so wasted and pity that we neve finish the journey together...

wo zhi ke yi shuo, hao hao de guo ni de ren sheng..... yi ge heng ai heng ai ni de ren......

Sunday 17 June 2012

170612 0103Hrs

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ljevYM7qdVM&feature=g-vrec

For you...

Friday 15 June 2012

150612 1607Hrs

BB :) though i don know why have we become like this.... some LOVE just unable to use words to express. I would say i fall into that category.... U say you cannot give me your heart.... i accept it with million of regret.... i understand from the beginning, you choose bread over LOVE. in my heart i knew i will get hurt... but i choose to love you... as who you are..... coz LOVE is a very powerful gift our lord in heaven gave us.... after many things happened you wonder.... why do i still love you...

I tell you now, coz i have great respect for LOVE, THE VOW, LOVE you no matter are you sick, poor, rich, or status different. LOVE is so great that bind 2 person becoming one... That strength bring me here.....

yesterday you ask me to start seeing someone else..... it really broke my heart further...... i never drop a tears even fighting some tough guy and lost..... i never drop a tears even when i feel very sad from others.... but i drop my tears in front of you..... i remember you say i was like your second boyfriend.... and you don want to let the same thing happened again..... i was so very happy, i really believe that.... but after this lesson.... word can no longer express my feeling....... i understand the fact we are not married, you have the choice of getting to know more Guy friends...... it hurt me...... but i wont let you know how much it pain me.....

you tell me you met 3 of them and none ask you to be his girlfriend....... i ask you if you like them.... you say plus minus......

BB, do me a favor pls try your very best to forget me......... i know it ill be hard.......after i start my new job..... the only free time i have is sunday.... i was hoping to hug you touch you, feel you ..... :) my dearest BB sayang you hug you kiss you :)

Go out and spread your wings, if you are tired, or injured, make your way here. I will safe guard you waiting for you........

150612 1247Hrs

I ask bb to go to MBS to have dinner. The place that i miss so much. that night she is tired and we sit down on the chair, she fall asleep on my shoulder. after that we walk back to take my car.... kiss you on your fore head be well and safe.....

Thursday 14 June 2012

140612 2006Hrs

bb is seeing someone else.... it really really broke my heart so much........ but i will learn to pick myself up and go..... for the last time BB wo ai ni  T_T   ....... may your future be fill with laughter and bless....

Tuesday 12 June 2012

120612 1831Hrs

Just now while i was watching tv. i saw the MBS scene... i drop my tears.... that was the first date i ever went out with bb after we officially together...i remember the laser show the story...  everything change after some incident happened.... i still remember we eat at the food court.

bb is wearing the yellow shirt, the same as my birthday.... i miss that so much.... yesterday i saw bb still wearing the necklace i brought for her... i miss that.... i love that.... but somehow i know my heart can only have one person in my life.....


Monday 11 June 2012

110612 2213Hrs

We retreat to become friends. thought it will be better. but just now after dinner worst thing happened. i offer bb to drive her home but she reject... i wait with her in the bus stop. just merely talking she became angry bus came and head off without saying bye...

fine, have at you..... anyway damage have been done...