Friday 17 January 2014

170114 2043hrs

Its been very heart breaking. To see u like this. I have lost it all..... Right now as I speak. The inbearable gravity pull in my heart look like never end. Every moment I was sitting on the chair smoking playing my games, at the corner of my eyes, I keep seeing u. As I look to that direction. U r not there. Ah cang, it is me that I have fail to protect u, and not caring enough for u. I love u so much that, I give my all to u. Yet I never did enough. My lord, this very gift little cute creature u have given me. Words cannot express it. Nothing on earth can compare this gift u gave me. I am forever grateful and thankful.  My lord please take good care of him. If he comes back to you. Tell him I love him a lot. And I will look for him if I ever goes to heaven. My lord, please I beg of you.