The Big Picture of all

I just read caleb blog. saying thing like many thing price went up. I know to certain people in singapore is hard to cope. i wish for a change in the matter. what i mean here is not about the price going up or down. I mean if i were to just compain about the price. That will be a very small part in me.



I am just a normal person, i know its hard on everyone of us. but, think of the others side if you can. Price go up, yes i know. but, i WILL take this as a positive energy to work harder. improve myself. Look, if after i improve myself and work hard, i will get more reward in a way. (you have to think) taking thing the way they are, can be good and bad. For us, what is most important? money right? yes i know. if you worry JUST ONLY ABOUT MONEY, FAMILY MEMBERS TO BE FEED. i will and can say its a high mature level of thinking person you are. NOW COMES THE PART. Our country is RULE BY ABLE MAN. THEY HAVE EVEN MORE THING TO CONSIDER, SERCURITY, MAINTAIN SAFETY IN SINGAPORE.



I cant say anything bad about them. though i do not understand why this and that (about the price and all) but, i know they are also tying hard on their end. If as a commoner, i cannot contribute to my country, so tell me what am i living for?



Now many will think, no money how to live? pratical right? I BOLDLY SAY YES AND NO. WHY? ASK OURSELVE WHERE ARE WE RIGHT NOW???? IF YOU DO NOT HAVE A PLACE. HOW YOU EARN YOUR PAY? WHERE FROM?

No country no family. no family, no next generation......

Brain works

I notice that, sometime when a person is feeling low. and needed some one to talk to. and find no one it is a painful process. but, if you find some one to talk to, but, that person does no even know you and say something to make you worst (not on purpose). you will even feel the pain as if it hit harder. but, when the person is close to you, and in the person mind anticipate your action or what's is in your mind. which is not true. The pain is the most of all. i felt that.... really hard for me to cope.

I try to press it down. but it rebound. fighting a rebound is not easy. Coz it depend on the force of the rebound, it can really do some damage if it hit hard. and if you are not able to mini the force which cause by the rebound. then you are in for it. The thing is how one should mini the rebound when the person know its coming and not much ways to do it.

I am sad real sad, and i do not know why, i try hard to think in a very netural way. meaning its like your soul out of your body. but, your body is still moving. your soul are watching it. sometime its just to hard. what should i do? .................