Friday 31 August 2012
310812 2034Hrs
A woman loyalty is tested when her man got nothing. A man loyalty is tested when he got everything....
Thursday 30 August 2012
Wednesday 29 August 2012
290812 2335Hrs
i have return everything to you. my heart will die and never return to you. today onward, you live your life towards what you want. nothing of you i will concern.
Monday 27 August 2012
270812 1034Hrs
Where are all my comrade? Grey..................................................................
270812 1023Hrs
Here I am waiting
Abide in me I pray
Here I am longing
For You
Hide me in Your love
Bring me to my knees
May I know Jesus
More and more
Come live in me
All my life
Take over
Come breathe in me
I will rise
On eagle’s wings
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVEvD30e5yc
Abide in me I pray
Here I am longing
For You
Hide me in Your love
Bring me to my knees
May I know Jesus
More and more
Come live in me
All my life
Take over
Come breathe in me
I will rise
On eagle’s wings
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mVEvD30e5yc
Saturday 25 August 2012
250812 1334Hrs
just now meeting my boss praise me in front everyone muhahaha.... say that i as a new engineer got praise by the COO of At-sunrice. And still tell those engineer who have been there for years before me, " don see that Jack like Ah Beng Ah Beng, but he is up there. and a lot of client and customer like him a lot. I don know why the client and customer like him so much. but everything is very good"
My Boss mention to everyone also, i am the only engineer that is handling account before i have any training and say i am official secondary person in charge of At-Sunrice. haha. i didnt know i was this good..... I just merely do what i do :) Thank you my lord for concerning me :) all praise goes to you :)
Looks like my Luck have change :) the darkest days of my life have been lifted by God. God because of your grace, your mercy, and your great LOVE... :) Thank you :)
When i started this job the first day, i was so down in spirit, coz some thing happened. i Lost my support from someone i loved..... and i felt even more down when in my company, many people left...... but, God reassure that i am who i am :) i love you my Lord :) you show me tremendous Love patient care and concern. :) There's so much you give :) my Lord once again i cannot thank you enough :)
I don know if its you that send someone that know me so much. but yet again, she is not a believer.....
My lord you say before fear you is the beginning of wisdom.... i started to feel that, that really is in me a little now :)
I been praying to those i hurt and those that hurt me almost every night. have a good life with your partner and live your life well. i will keep praying :) Letting go and forgiving and forgetting sound simple yet again its not. But with the strength of God you can :)
My Boss mention to everyone also, i am the only engineer that is handling account before i have any training and say i am official secondary person in charge of At-Sunrice. haha. i didnt know i was this good..... I just merely do what i do :) Thank you my lord for concerning me :) all praise goes to you :)
Looks like my Luck have change :) the darkest days of my life have been lifted by God. God because of your grace, your mercy, and your great LOVE... :) Thank you :)
When i started this job the first day, i was so down in spirit, coz some thing happened. i Lost my support from someone i loved..... and i felt even more down when in my company, many people left...... but, God reassure that i am who i am :) i love you my Lord :) you show me tremendous Love patient care and concern. :) There's so much you give :) my Lord once again i cannot thank you enough :)
I don know if its you that send someone that know me so much. but yet again, she is not a believer.....
My lord you say before fear you is the beginning of wisdom.... i started to feel that, that really is in me a little now :)
I been praying to those i hurt and those that hurt me almost every night. have a good life with your partner and live your life well. i will keep praying :) Letting go and forgiving and forgetting sound simple yet again its not. But with the strength of God you can :)
Thursday 23 August 2012
230812 1214Hrs
:) yay hahahahaha... didnt expect that i would meet someone like this..... :) before we met, thats so near yet so far. been going to care group in uncle gab and chee cheong fan place at pasir ris. you are at pasir ris too. its like out of no where you pop out hahaha.... and in God name really just this close half door open up.... in my heart.
But precisely thats just too fast, i really thank you for that real concern, care and love you gave me :) and everything about you was just so real. financially, love, character, taste, upmost important the love in your heart and we think 95% alike...
Thats just goes beyond what mortal words can express :) i finally realise that this is a real thing :) the love and being love. and love..... :)
But the old wound i have, please understand..... i do not want you to think like i am wanting you to do whatever i like. but, given your condition...... given your everything. given your heart and soul. is in every single way exceeded my expectation. And i didnt even expect anything. BUT YOU GAVE EVERYTHING THING......
I am in awe..... and cannot move a inch. coz you are just so freaking perfect.... till now you have met my church friends. you should know :) you keep praising me..... i am knowlegdable, kind, pure heart, witty, very street smart. Justise, have a powerful mind... even your most hard to crack friend find me good.
you know all this? you and your friends and me are in total out of this world, our world are so different. But yet you and your friends find i am such a good person. it really shock me so much..... in the past, i always thought people with degree in academic is very different from people like me.
But, you and your friend prove otherwise...... i lost my words....... so powerful man really. you know something?.... you are really in my soul and mind, just without completing the sentences we know what we want to say..... thats just so freaking amazing!!!!!!!!!
Wanting to buy me a smart phone, and doing what to contribute... is the heart and thought that count :) Thank you so much that you love me this much and all..... i really have already put you into my mind.... i believe in time, you will be in my heart :)
Hug you Sally :)
But precisely thats just too fast, i really thank you for that real concern, care and love you gave me :) and everything about you was just so real. financially, love, character, taste, upmost important the love in your heart and we think 95% alike...
Thats just goes beyond what mortal words can express :) i finally realise that this is a real thing :) the love and being love. and love..... :)
But the old wound i have, please understand..... i do not want you to think like i am wanting you to do whatever i like. but, given your condition...... given your everything. given your heart and soul. is in every single way exceeded my expectation. And i didnt even expect anything. BUT YOU GAVE EVERYTHING THING......
I am in awe..... and cannot move a inch. coz you are just so freaking perfect.... till now you have met my church friends. you should know :) you keep praising me..... i am knowlegdable, kind, pure heart, witty, very street smart. Justise, have a powerful mind... even your most hard to crack friend find me good.
you know all this? you and your friends and me are in total out of this world, our world are so different. But yet you and your friends find i am such a good person. it really shock me so much..... in the past, i always thought people with degree in academic is very different from people like me.
But, you and your friend prove otherwise...... i lost my words....... so powerful man really. you know something?.... you are really in my soul and mind, just without completing the sentences we know what we want to say..... thats just so freaking amazing!!!!!!!!!
Wanting to buy me a smart phone, and doing what to contribute... is the heart and thought that count :) Thank you so much that you love me this much and all..... i really have already put you into my mind.... i believe in time, you will be in my heart :)
Hug you Sally :)
My Posthumous Name
忠武: "Loyal and Martial"
No wonder people say i am justice haha. not trying to be proud but this is real.
No wonder people say i am justice haha. not trying to be proud but this is real.
230812 1125Hrs
Guo Jia was born in the county of Yangdi (present-day Yuzhou, Henan). He initially sought a position under Yuan Shao, the most powerful warlord in northern China at that time. However, he judged Yuan Shao to be an indecisive man who did not know how to fully make use of talented people. Thinking that Yuan Shao had little hope of achieving great things, Guo Jia left his service.
In 196, Guo Jia was recommended to Cao Cao by Xun Yu. After a discussion about the state of China at that time, both found each other likable. Cao Cao then made Guo Jia his military advisor.
During the campaign against Lü Bu in 198, Cao Cao's force won three consecutive battles, forcing his enemy to retreat and fortify itself within the city of Xiapi. By then Cao Cao's troops were exhausted from fighting, and he intended to withdraw. However, Guo Jia persuaded Cao Cao to press on and not give Lü Bu time to recuperate. Cao Cao took the advice and ultimately prevailed against his opponent.
In 200, Cao Cao confronted Yuan Shao's forces at the Battle of Guandu, leaving his base city Xuchang sparsely guarded. Seeing this opportunity, Sun Ce, a warlord in the south, planned to move north and attack Xuchang. Everyone despaired at the news, but Guo Jia foretold that Sun Ce, being proud and impulsive, would be killed by his own people before reaching Xuchang. True to his prediction, Sun Ce was assassinated before he could even cross the Yangtze River. Cao Cao then scored a great victory against Yuan Shao, solidifying his position as the strongest warlord in the north.
After losing the Battle of Guandu, Yuan Shao soon died. His legacy was contested between two of his sons, Yuan Tan and Yuan Shang. Many urged Cao Cao to seize the opportunity to root out the heirs. However, Guo Jia advised Cao Cao to turn his attention south to attack Liu Biao in Jing Province and let the brothers destroy themselves in battle with each other.
Cao Cao accepted Guo Jia's counsel and prepared for a campaign against Liu Biao. The Yuan brothers did indeed wear themselves out, resulting in the overmatched Yuan Tan seeking Cao Cao's aid. Cao Cao moved his force north again and easily defeated Yuan Shang, who escaped to Tadun, chief of the Wuhuan tribes. Cao Cao then conquered Yuan Tan in Nanpi and took control of Ji Province.
At this time, Cao Cao intended to launch an expedition deep into the north to eradicate Yuan Shang and the Wuhuan tribes, but many feared that Liu Biao would attack from the south. Guo Jia encouraged Cao Cao to quickly take up the expedition to prevent a resurgence of Yuan Shang's power. Under Guo Jia's counsel, the army travelled light, leaving behind the bulk of supplies. The resulting swift strike caught the Wuhuan unprepared in the Battle of White Wolf Mountain. Tadun was killed and Yuan Shang went into exile in present-day Heilongjiang and Jilin.
Guo Jia died of a sickness in 207 at the young age of 37. He was conferred the posthumous title of "Marquis Zhen" (贞侯). A year later, after Cao Cao was defeated at the Battle of Red Cliffs, he lamented, "If Fengxiao (Guo Jia's style name) were alive, I would not be in this state."
In 196, Guo Jia was recommended to Cao Cao by Xun Yu. After a discussion about the state of China at that time, both found each other likable. Cao Cao then made Guo Jia his military advisor.
During the campaign against Lü Bu in 198, Cao Cao's force won three consecutive battles, forcing his enemy to retreat and fortify itself within the city of Xiapi. By then Cao Cao's troops were exhausted from fighting, and he intended to withdraw. However, Guo Jia persuaded Cao Cao to press on and not give Lü Bu time to recuperate. Cao Cao took the advice and ultimately prevailed against his opponent.
In 200, Cao Cao confronted Yuan Shao's forces at the Battle of Guandu, leaving his base city Xuchang sparsely guarded. Seeing this opportunity, Sun Ce, a warlord in the south, planned to move north and attack Xuchang. Everyone despaired at the news, but Guo Jia foretold that Sun Ce, being proud and impulsive, would be killed by his own people before reaching Xuchang. True to his prediction, Sun Ce was assassinated before he could even cross the Yangtze River. Cao Cao then scored a great victory against Yuan Shao, solidifying his position as the strongest warlord in the north.
After losing the Battle of Guandu, Yuan Shao soon died. His legacy was contested between two of his sons, Yuan Tan and Yuan Shang. Many urged Cao Cao to seize the opportunity to root out the heirs. However, Guo Jia advised Cao Cao to turn his attention south to attack Liu Biao in Jing Province and let the brothers destroy themselves in battle with each other.
Cao Cao accepted Guo Jia's counsel and prepared for a campaign against Liu Biao. The Yuan brothers did indeed wear themselves out, resulting in the overmatched Yuan Tan seeking Cao Cao's aid. Cao Cao moved his force north again and easily defeated Yuan Shang, who escaped to Tadun, chief of the Wuhuan tribes. Cao Cao then conquered Yuan Tan in Nanpi and took control of Ji Province.
At this time, Cao Cao intended to launch an expedition deep into the north to eradicate Yuan Shang and the Wuhuan tribes, but many feared that Liu Biao would attack from the south. Guo Jia encouraged Cao Cao to quickly take up the expedition to prevent a resurgence of Yuan Shang's power. Under Guo Jia's counsel, the army travelled light, leaving behind the bulk of supplies. The resulting swift strike caught the Wuhuan unprepared in the Battle of White Wolf Mountain. Tadun was killed and Yuan Shang went into exile in present-day Heilongjiang and Jilin.
Guo Jia died of a sickness in 207 at the young age of 37. He was conferred the posthumous title of "Marquis Zhen" (贞侯). A year later, after Cao Cao was defeated at the Battle of Red Cliffs, he lamented, "If Fengxiao (Guo Jia's style name) were alive, I would not be in this state."
Wednesday 22 August 2012
220812 1100Hrs
There was nothing to say the day she left
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there
You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can`t cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
Ever could understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Cause of the hurt just disappears
In every moment you are near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's I'll forget the past
'cause here we are at last
I just filled a suitcase full of regrets
I hailed a taxi in the rain
Looking for some place to ease the pain, ooh
Then like an answered prayer
I turned around and found you there
You really know where to start
Fixing a broken heart
You really know what to do
Your emotional tools can`t cure any fool
Whose dreams have fallen apart
Fixing a broken heart
Ever could understand what I'm going through
There must be a plan that led me to you
Cause of the hurt just disappears
In every moment you are near, yeah
Just like an answered prayer
You make the loneliness easy to bear
Soon the rain will stop falling baby
Let's I'll forget the past
'cause here we are at last
220812 1052Hrs
不確定就別親吻 感情很容易毀了一個人
一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍
Don't kiss if you are unsure, Feelings can too easily destroy a person
If one is not ruthless enough, When love fades away, still staying together is even more cruel than leaving
你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
The mess you left behind, I will slowly finish clearing all of them away for you
I even sincerely hope that, Eternity happens in your life first before it happens in mine
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
You must still live happily ever after. Don't make another dear ones cry again.
All your mistakes stop here with me. Leave me, and let this love forever be remembered.
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
You must still live happily ever after. Only then can I be sure I've returned all that I've owed you.
Sure that I will no longer have a place in any part of your life
Starting from tomorrow onwards, All of this will end
還我鑰匙的備份 我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
Return me your copy of my house keys. I think the next time we meet, it can be as friends
I even sincerely hope that Eternal love finds you before it finds me
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
You must still live happily ever after. Don't make another dear ones cry again.
All your mistakes stop here with me. Leave me, and let this love forever be remembered.
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
You must still live happily ever after. Only then can I be sure I've returned all that I've owed you.
Sure that I will no longer have a place in any part of your life.
Starting from tomorrow onwards, All of this will end.
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
You must still live happily ever after. Don't make another dear ones cry again.
All your mistakes stop here with me. Leave me, and let this love forever be remembered.
你如果很幸福 半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了 容身之處 我也 能有 最純粹的孤獨 最孤獨的孤獨
If you live happy ever after, I won't need to reply the message I received late at night.
Because you would already have found a place for all your sorrows and joys.
And I, would also be able to, have the purest form of loneliness. The loneliest of loneliness.
一個人若不夠狠 愛淡了不離不棄多殘忍
Don't kiss if you are unsure, Feelings can too easily destroy a person
If one is not ruthless enough, When love fades away, still staying together is even more cruel than leaving
你留下來的垃圾 我一天一天總會丟完的
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
The mess you left behind, I will slowly finish clearing all of them away for you
I even sincerely hope that, Eternity happens in your life first before it happens in mine
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
You must still live happily ever after. Don't make another dear ones cry again.
All your mistakes stop here with me. Leave me, and let this love forever be remembered.
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
You must still live happily ever after. Only then can I be sure I've returned all that I've owed you.
Sure that I will no longer have a place in any part of your life
Starting from tomorrow onwards, All of this will end
還我鑰匙的備份 我覺得再見可以很單純
我甚至真心真意的祝福 永恆在你的身上先發生
Return me your copy of my house keys. I think the next time we meet, it can be as friends
I even sincerely hope that Eternal love finds you before it finds me
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
You must still live happily ever after. Don't make another dear ones cry again.
All your mistakes stop here with me. Leave me, and let this love forever be remembered.
你還是要幸福 我才能確定我還得很清楚
確定自己再也不會佔據 你的篇幅
明天 開始 這一切都結束
You must still live happily ever after. Only then can I be sure I've returned all that I've owed you.
Sure that I will no longer have a place in any part of your life.
Starting from tomorrow onwards, All of this will end.
你還是要幸福 你千萬不要再招惹別人哭
所有錯誤從我這裏落幕 別跟著我 銘心 刻骨
You must still live happily ever after. Don't make another dear ones cry again.
All your mistakes stop here with me. Leave me, and let this love forever be remembered.
你如果很幸福 半夜的簡訊我就無需回覆
因為你的悲喜已經有了 容身之處 我也 能有 最純粹的孤獨 最孤獨的孤獨
If you live happy ever after, I won't need to reply the message I received late at night.
Because you would already have found a place for all your sorrows and joys.
And I, would also be able to, have the purest form of loneliness. The loneliest of loneliness.
Thursday 9 August 2012
090812 1426Hrs
zhi dao shuo you de meng yi po shui, cai kan Jian ni de yan lei he hou hui...... wu shi duo xiang zai gei ni ji hui, duo xiang wen ni jiu jing ai shui.....
Ji rang ai nan fen shi fei, jiu bie tao bi yong gan mian tui..... gei le ta de xin ni shi fo neng gou yao de hui............
Ji rang ai nan fen shi fei, jiu bie tao bi yong gan mian tui..... gei le ta de xin ni shi fo neng gou yao de hui............
090812 1417Hrs
National day :) yesterday, me maro and ah boon go for a drink :) haha nice :) looks like my life getting a little better :) also yesterday i was not in a very good mood.... but better now :)
.... do take care :) i didnt pray for you yesterday..... sorry.... but u should be good from now on :) My friend say i should pray for myself.... But the me i am i just cannot be selfish..... i help others willingly i don hold it.... thats just me the way i am....
As you goes through life you'll see, there is so much that be... don understand.....
And the only thing we know is things don always goes.... the way we plan....
Is there so much i can be, can i just still be me??? the way i am......
Da Gong Wu Si....... She Sheng Wei Ren..... Jue Wu Wei Ji.......
.... do take care :) i didnt pray for you yesterday..... sorry.... but u should be good from now on :) My friend say i should pray for myself.... But the me i am i just cannot be selfish..... i help others willingly i don hold it.... thats just me the way i am....
As you goes through life you'll see, there is so much that be... don understand.....
And the only thing we know is things don always goes.... the way we plan....
Is there so much i can be, can i just still be me??? the way i am......
Da Gong Wu Si....... She Sheng Wei Ren..... Jue Wu Wei Ji.......
Wednesday 8 August 2012
080812 2024Hrs
On august 6th, i was working in suntec. while i was troubleshooting the server... my nose start to bleed. i didnt even realise.... my friend got scare.... hahaha. i think i am seriously injured.....
Sunday 5 August 2012
Friday 3 August 2012
030812 2304Hrs
When two people comes from two of different world, comes together.... its is fate. Yuan Fen... Must we be so logical till all things a black and white? .... You come and go, she leave and stay.... I thank you for doing so.... i see you.... feel you.... lastly love you.....but the love part have die off.....
Wednesday 1 August 2012
010812 0931Hrs
I am sick fever flu..... in jan time.... someone show the love.... i miss that and i tell myself i wish to be sick like this so i can fall into her hands again.... but time passed and people change.... so i stood where i was and pick up and walk again .... :)
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