290712 2204Hrs

You were fortunate enough to be born under the humanitarian zodiac sign of Aquarius. You are therefore ruled by electric and progressive Uranus making you forward thinking and self-directed. You’re a born revolutionary so no one can tell you how to live your life. Your clear-cut approach makes it perfectly clear just how differently you wish to experience life.

You just don’t want to be like others and take pride in the fact that you’re so unique. Even if you’re occasionally criticized for your cheeky attitude, you’d far prefer to be self-sufficient rather than being a sheep in society who follows everyone else’s lead.

You are a zesty individual, having tremendous amounts of energy. You are determined and forceful in how you deal with people. You want to express your ground-breaking spirit in everything you do but unfortunately you won’t always able to break free of the limits that are imposed upon you. Some Aquarians learn through their family life that before you can be the master of your own destiny, you have to serve. In some extreme cases Aquarians are controlled and dominated by others throughout the formative period of their lives which is why it’s so difficult for them to submit to others.

If you’re not able to live your life on your own terms, you’ll dream and aspire to a future time when you can fulfill your destiny to the fullest in exactly the way you want. You have very inspirational views of the world and even if your opinions are too different, you’ll always be respected for speaking your mind honestly.

You share your zodiac sign with many other grand personalities. Like them you are attracted to social issues. You like to be involved in groups and organizations that make a difference in society. Even in the smallest of ways, you will try to make some difference in this world. If you look at Aquarians like Oprah Winfrey, Boris Yeltsin and entertainers like Peter Gabriel and John Travolta, they are deeply interested in changing the awareness of people to make the world a better place.

Because you have great organizational and communication skills you work really well with others. You have your own ideas and solutions to problems. Others are surprised at your quirky approach and how you resolve these issues.

You’re investigative, curious and extremely active mentally. Your thinking mind rarely, if ever, stops. You need to learn when to shut down as your brain can become overactive, especially at night.

Communication is your specialty and you relate well to the world. You will continue to enlarge your active personality so don’t try to suppress your true character – just express it prudently. You’re vigorous in the way you present your ideas so there’s never a dull moment around you. There’s often someone who wants to challenge you, especially if they happen to have a much more conventional way of doing things. You’ll be more than happy to challenge that taking great pleasure in proving them wrong.

Uranus, your planetary ruler, is abrupt and breathtaking by nature and will fill your life with plenty of unanticipated surprises - good and not so good. You like it like this and the unexpected is something you thrive upon! Even if you have a stable home or work situation you like to shake things up from time to time to keep everyone on their toes. Still, you’re very loyal when it comes to your most personal relationships.

You like to create a comfortable environment in which to live. Venus influences your domestic sphere so you have a flair for design and color. Your surroundings mirror your unique character. Others are amazed at the way you decorate your home. There’ll be nothing ordinary about it, that’s for sure.

Your far-reaching attitudes overwhelm your friends sometimes and they sometimes refer to you as harmlessly “mad”. Salvador Dali the famous painter once remarked about himself - "The only difference between me and a madman is that I'm not mad!" Even if he wasn't an Aquarius - this sums you up perfectly.

You find it difficult to uphold relationships with those who aren’t prepared to evolve in the same way as yourself. Due to this you’ll be continually re-inventing yourself, trying to stimulate your friends to be better. Your rigid opinions bring you into disagreement with others. One of the laws of power suggests that you must act like others, but don’t always openly air your thoughts. It’s a good idea for you to keep some of their sweeping ideals tucked away until you test the water first.

There’s a universal quality about you. Although you appear aloof and detached you're inwardly sensitive and caring. You prefer to associate with people who share the same diverse views on life. Your life will almost certainly never be drab. You are able to embrace anything new including music and fashion. This is why you’ll always be young at heart.

Being born between the 1st and 9th February may mean that your friends have a hard time keeping up with you as you evolve so rapidly that it makes their head spin.  Then there will be others who will try to hold you back from your headlong rush to conquer the world.  There's an old saying that you might want to keep in mind which says "think as you like, but act like others" and this may be necessary if your ways are just a little too hard for people to keep up with

290712 2149Hrs

I have starting praying for you since 100712.... i hope you will be touch by love more than the thing you value now.... you will be bless..... :)

270712 1030Hrs

Why the hell i keep feel up and down like roller coaster..... ??????  Kill my heart......

250712 2350Hrs

AQUARIUS MAN
Hot-hearted man who likes to do thing his way. He can suddenly decide to do something without thinking of it’s outcome. He is the type of guy with an inside energizer, so if you fall in love with this type of guy be “patient”, even if you have to follow him a bit. His creative mind could create fantastic idea any time. If you do not understand or can not follow him, you won’t be with him for long.
A man in this Zodiac will less likely to have a pale skin, and if he has a scar, it would be on his face or on his head. He moves very fast and very energetic, and he has a very self confident in himself. He is not the type to sit down and feel sorry or regret anything for long, especially with “Love”. He loves justice. He dares to show his opinion or even argue about certain subject even he knows it might bring him problems. A straight forward type of guy.
He hardly lies except if he think it is necessary and he is not a good liar anyway. He will not lie to you about serious matter, but if he lie he will lie only a small little thing. He is gifted with the ability to be a very social person. He could talk even about subject that he has no knowledge of. He interests only at the present time and look at the world positively. Many times he feels hurt because of reality, but he will not run away and he will overcome that difficulty.
Even he is a high and self confident type and center his own thought as a main focus, but at the same time he is a kind, cute and polite guy. He certainly is not a mean person. He likes to help people who are in troubles even he is not asked to. He is the type who feels sorry if you remember bad things he said to you that he had already forgotten,but you did not. Belief him that he is very sorry and give him another chance.
Once he decides to do something, he will put all his mind and energy in it either in his “Work”, or “Love”. He is the type who gamble anything in the casino, so do not even take him there. He does not like pessimistic, low energy, and depress person, especially no brain. Strangely he like to overpowered this type of people to assure that he is more superior.
He like to be the first person to do something. You can see sparkling in his eyes, once he meet a new target or new lover. Once he is in love, he will be sincere and true till his last breath. This minute he could be real sugar sweet, and later he could also be an icy cold, but do not blame him for that will only chase him away. He could really love someone, but not a heart broken type for he thinks love is “excitement” and “Love goes on”.
If you date this kind of guy, do not or avoid showing your face to him with face pack, face mask, always be presentable, nice and cute. If he is quiet not because he is shy, but he is only quietly thinking. If you have a chance to ask his X-girlfriend, she will tell you that he is not a shy or quiet type. If he is really and truly in love with you, he will never lie to you at all. How do you know if he loves you, bet on your faith! Love him and treat him steadily and do not try to find anything to argue with him, he will be with you for sure.
If you are his lover or girlfriend and need to tell him something, go and say it out loud and straight forward because he hate long boring story. He hate to play games, chasing for love or being chased, so let him call you first. He likes a confident woman who also a good follower. If he gets mad at you, let him be for only a short time he will be normal again. You have to like and be able to get along with his friends, but he does not have to do so with all your friends.
Don’t ever think you could make him jealous by flirting with other man, he will just leave instead of making a scene because he is a confident man and has to be the first in everything.

250712 2312Hrs

aquarius people are very depressed and sensible people and get hurt easily but never show it

250712 2133Hrs

Banu this is for you haha.... the head line say it all.... but from what i understand from you this period of time. you do have strong character... but your mental strength still need to refine :) you might not understand now but once the time is long enough you will understand.... for the time being just keep my words in mind :)

230712 2215Hrs

Before i leave this place, for some training i will return the phone to you...... i have come to realize you are not mine.... wo zhong yu ming bai.... ni chong tuo dao wei, mei zhen zhen ai guo wo, ni yi lu yi lai, duo ba wo dang sha gua. wo hai yi wei, ni zhen de ai wo... zhen shi bu zhi de....

yuan ni neng gou de dao zhen zheng de xing fu :)

210712 1518Hrs

If being together with me becomes a burden to you, and you wish to have a pair of wings.... i feel you inside out... i understand you have been suppressing yourself.... its like a bird lost sight and sense of direction....  and if our romance have become silent.....i am willing to let you go and becoming single again... and if our promise have lost it value...that i would not hesitate any longer to hold you up.....

In the world there's a type of love called... LET IT GO.... for love i give up my only choice i can make..... for love i give up being with you, for love i let forever lasting go..... for you..... and i lost you..... i have to be cruel to you once.... to make you realize.... ....... ...... if leaving you mean you can have everything again.... i am willing..... to go.....Click.......T_T

180712 2113Hrs

weeks pass no sms from her..... well, 50% i am gone..... when i misses you i always sms you... when you don say those words to me..... i feel very sadden..... sometime when my friends sms me misses me.... i take it like those words are from you...... i feel happy...

whenever raining i will sms you careful of thunder...... whenever i am lonely you are no where to be found.... 080712.... your new love started..... thats where i can never ever share my woman with others... from the beginning till the end.... you never been honest with me about your inner heart feeling.... you know that you will hurt me..... but you continue to do so........  listen to this...... my heart just explode...

and the only person in this world that can hear this.... is ME.... none else....

all in all i will pray for you that you are bless..... i will not hate you, will not curse you..... i wish and pray you are all well :)

16012 0753Hrs

Guard your heart and stay on guard is one very important factor if you wanna stay alive in this heartless world... but God command me to show love to people through him.... :) though hurtful, still feel great in helping people :) after all this time, i feel endless heartache..... how can loving someone you loved so much be a pain???

surely that isnt love..... there's a saying, if you love someone with everything, that does not mean they will love you the way you love them. true enough.... but it also do not mean you can hurt him or her......

knowing what is the problem yet choose to hurt..... you think is fun?? or???

i have empower you the right to hurt me..... knowing it you still choose to hurt me.... sigh.... guess i will have no choice but to steadyfast my heart. be on guard....

i use to protect my country with all my blood and heart and souls.... and i am hurt by the people i protect.....

God say let us be his salt and light... show the love of God... his Grace is enough for us :) salt preserve things from going bad..... light is to show people that are trap in the darkness to get out of darkness..

what use then.... if salt lost its saltiness and light become dark? 

i have try to bring the best of you but you say you cant do it.... then what more can i say..... you are just not willing..... someone will love you the way you are. so you wont be lonely :) till then enjoy :)

150712 1506Hrs

things will get better :) yay.... someone coming man :) :( but why am i still low in spirit.... my comrade... where are you guys man..... today stay home watch movies.... soon there will be no more HTC to use... coz i am returning it to someone...... no problem..... my new friend buying a new HTC for me yay yay.... happy... hug hug........... :)

someone happy only... see if this are up to HER EXPECTATION.... pure heart vs money and life style....... well i stay true to myself..... thats why i got hurt.... sigh..... guess this is it le.....

stand strong is one thing... but, i am for sure going to finish strong yay !!!!! :) I don wanna wear my knight armor le..... so tired.... but i have a new set of armor :) this is good :) this time is about my bare fist and the pure metal armor :) yay :) no sword and shield.... just me and the armor :)

Though i know i might get hurt again...... still i cannot be selfish... i will give my all again..... 100%..... coz i see you are willing...... you are real :) lets hold our hands together and move forward....

its not about how hard you can hit, its about how hard you get hit, STAND UP AND MOVE FORWARD AGAIN...... THATS HOW   "WILL"   IS DONE.. :)

someone don love me as who i am.... well thats alright... coz God have given a she to me :) Love you Lord :) 

150712 1502Hrs

Never play with the feelings of others because you may win the game but the risk is that you will surely lose that person for a life time...........

140712 1708Hrs

have someone accompany...... i have push myself ...... bu zhi de....

130712 1406Hrs

reading up some stuff in the office. but things still comes into mind..... i freaking hate this weakness of mine.... perhap i have think too much..... all thing have a start and all things will come to an end.... is about what you feel at the end that make you feel what you feel now..... not about how you feel at the moment...

Its all lies.... and it keeps going... how many time do i have to take this?   i regretted  i did not move on feb 29.... it hurt till now...... if i did on feb 29.... all will be different......  i think i will be a much better happier person......  then again, if not for this... all these wont happened..... i guess all thing have a reason.... but no matter how hard i try i cant find it out.....

110712 2254Hrs

loving with expectation??? well its not worth to love in this condition...... someone have become a victim..... he will never know......

other factor? BS..... all BS...... U been all time like this and i been tolerating it. still u think u are faultless? or not at fault? u of all people know that well but u keep doing it to someone that love u so much..... your family, your value, your money, your judgment. everything is you you you......

even you know its not fair. but, you kept it going..... till the day come..... you can say whatever you want. you can say you can take it and everything..... and when THAT day come..... don you ever cried.... coz the person that have been willing to do that for you. has die.....

thinking that you start this anew mean it will be good? you just kept hurting people heart.... and it will never end till you find your heart in peace

100712 2016Hrs

remember i did told you.... i say if you miss me sms me.... but from start to end you never did...... and i say you will forget....... true enough...... saying you will try hard not to hurt me..... but you just did it again.....

God bless you :)

100712 2011Hrs

it hurt seeing that statement..... its ok... i wont see you anymore this time i wont turn back..... i wont be hoping anymore...... this time i will kill it...... do take care and really do.

If ever one day come, i know you wont even think. i will pray that you will lost all traces of me..... i will make sure i do that..... last.... love you.......

wish i never met you.............

Jack

090712 2019Hrs

I'm not a perfect person
There's many things I wish I didn't do
But I continue learning
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I'm sorry that I hurt you
It's something I must live with every day
And all the pain I put you through
I wish that I could take it all away
And be the one who catches all your tears
That's why I need you to hear


I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

And the reason is you
And the reason is you
And the reason is you

I'm not a perfect person
I never meant to do those things to you
And so I have to say before I go
That I just want you to know

I've found a reason for me
To change who I used to be
A reason to start over new
And the reason is you

I've found a reason to show
A side of me you didn't know
A reason for all that I do
And the reason is you

070712 1242Hrs

i am very heart broken........ i think i really could not take it anymore...... sorry....................................................................................................
sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

030712 2004Hrs

Second day of new work :) happy :) but class not started yet. coz not enough people haha. sigh..... bb got BF lo.... all the best ba... saturday got BBQ what sia :) hahahaha. got to know a few friends. a number of Filipino......