270213 2035Hrs

I am sorry.... but i cant help falling for you...... Sorry I will try harder not to fall.... :(.....

270213 0042Hrs

My heart feels heavy... i felt something in me slowly is changing.... I cannot understand what is it.... Doe a person i just come to know about like weeks ago. somehow in her i sense confusion... yet clear... haha funny...

Recently i have come to know.... everytime i treat people good, but, in the end they will just heck care you when you are in trouble... why do i still feel for them? i cannot understand that part in me. why is it like this...

Guess its in my blood to treat people good... always got mistreat by people.... God why like this? i am not questioning you.... just felt sadden by this.... Since you created me, there's a purpose for me.... Just let me know what i need to do.... i receive order from you and i will accomplish it....

God bless the WORLD :)

150213 2114Hrs

Today suppose to go bible study but didnt go. A lots thought come into my mind sigh.... how do i get it off?

今之念，刻内心。往意时，飘我心。明知不可行，却有难受极。 为何为＂情＂ 字烦？

 .... logic versus feeling. compromise versus compatibility... well human flaw.... things change..... people change... memory... stay.... thats why we dwell in it... the sweet good feeling of memory doesnt change.... i could not live in the past anymore..... Lord in heaven grant me strength to move forward.... Amen :)

140213 0206Hrs

later my family going to HK :) my lord please i pray to you for their safety, if anything bad were to happened over there. PLEASE let it be me to take the hit please my lord i pray in Jesus name AMEN!!!

I started to miss someone.... but i seriously have to move on.... i am sorry i sound weak.... I think i will miss you and probably a long time... But rest assure i will not be loving you le... I did love you.... and thats did... I will be loving someone worth more of my time...

Lord i am sorry that i really TRY to love unconditionally. but i fail a lot time.. My lord please help me to love unconditionally.... My Lord please help me forget and forgive those i hurt and hurt me... only you have the power in Jesus name AMEN. :)

080213 0415Hrs

Its my Birthday :) but its a lonely birthday... i did came to know a few female friends... but i don know why... i have some special feeling only for one....