PSP bible

guess what yesterday i was having dinner with my church friends. same old thing we talk about God. my grilfriend give me a memory stick as a present. 4G MS, but, guess what it cant play on my PSP. though disappointed, i try to search the net for some help. Suddenly i have this funny ideal, can i put my bible in my PSP? so i search again. Guess what!!!!!! i found it it was years ago people have that thought already haha. last time i use to think i wanted a O2 phone so badly so i can download bible in it. now i have it all HAHAHAHAHAHA THANK YOU MY FATHER IN HEAVEN YYYYYYYYYAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO..

save me some money. ke ke, nothing compare to this will be more happier than anything hahaha. no words could ever express my feeling right now hahaha. so happy.

Power is nothing without JUSTICE

I suddenly remember something. when i was young back in 1991. i acted in my school Heng Ah Keng Bong primary school. i was acting a hero that catches a pick pocket. i was dominated to act hero. somehow it link to 2006 i caught a robber. i was awarded a medal by DPM Wong Kan Seng. how it happened was the day before the event took place. i was praying to God. i tell God that all these years i learn Taekwondo, my sense of justice like have been wasted. i was praying to God let my this talent be use to his kingdom. and on 7 aug 2006 my holy birthday the day after i prayed. later that night i caught a robber, robbing a lady hang bag. after i caught him, i was being ask by the police am i willing to be the witness of it and i go all the way, to help in whatever ways i could. i was there in the witness room in court. The robber plead guilty. and i was not being sumon to the witness stand to testify against the robber. what really make me sad was, the family members of the robber not a single one turn up to his hearing. according to the IO ( Investigation officer) the robber family have already given up hope on him. upon hearing this somehow i was sad. i start to ponder if i caught him was right or wrong?

Given up on him. i did not pray for him though, i hope he learn his lesson. by saying all this is not to show off myself but to show GOD LISTEN AND WATCH WHAT YOU DO EVERY SINGLE SECOND. so do not let your guard down. i know its very common to say this in fact all chirstian should know that God is everywhere, everytime, every place. Yes even when your in the toilet (sorry for that) you know something most of the time i question God. God why this why that. but let you people know that at all time i am SUPER LOYAL TO GOD. though during worship time i laugh and didn't sing the song. but it does not prove that i disrespect him. i just don sing thats all. its the heart that matter. somewhere in the bible also say this but, i don know where. (God look at heart not the appearance.) to show God you listen to him by doing what he want you to do? to do what? i really don know. Sometime during church activity, i question myself, is this what God want us to do or is it just some tactic to win the soul over for God? i cant get this thing straight.

I talk to willy before hope i spell correctly his name. he say God is mercyful, if you hunger he will let you know. i believe that. there is something here if you did not think, FAITH is all time involve in all things. no faith no believe no trust no God. now i realise something is that if i reverst the order trust, believe, faith. take the first letter of every word it become this TBF. mean TRUST=TO, BELIEVE=BE, FAITH=FAITHFUL. of coz this is just what i thought of never know i always have this in mind. somehow i think God want me to attend church. beside all the problem i have in the church. now when i say i think it mean TO ME not to anyone who want to believe. if you want by all mean.

A person....

I read someone blog i known of.. saw the pictures. felt its was very fortunate. i think i made a very right choice to leave her... I know i some how set something free to let it breath again. Come to think to it. just like my cat. most of the time Chang Chang (my cat name) was running wondering around outside my house. though i feel unsafe most of the time. i still let it go. if i also kept him at home don let it have its freedom, its isn't fair. God give every single thing freedom. some use wisely some not. My church GTC, people most are caring and certain is holy and more is more holy. ( not to mention who haha) here is something i wanna say. be it you take it as draft or anything. i don care.... ^_^ i feel very heavy recently. don know why. i met teck keong yesterday night try to fix his computer. sorry no luck have to buy new LCD. when i see teck keong tired as always. i feel he is some how weaken in some area. i don know whats wrong with him. but when i see him everytime i feel i am somehow renew by him. HE IS A VERY GOOD BROTHER TO ME. mercyful, relax one thing he is very kind hearted in a way i love him. ( hey i'm not gay ok haha)

The way i am....

As you go through life you'll see, there is so much that be, don understand....... And the only thing we know it's things don't always goes, the way we plan. But you see, everyday people work and stay alive, do thing as they are and do with pride.... As for one filled with hope filled with everything we are, but we forget everything are as one..........

If there's so much that can be, can i just still be me?..... the way i am........

above its just a song that i some how remember... keke ^_^ the rest? i forgotten haha...
i had just read caleb's blog a bit sad to know that his van was sold away. a van with much memory. i know aleb must be in despair. nothing except God can help him. As chirstian we all know the fact. but, most of the time i also will question why this and that. but the question here is. In what kind of attitude am i asking God. He build us many things.... too many of them....
Its the spirit of the heart that is the real thing not the question. Like i had said before, there was once i pick my sons up. ( have not seen them for sometime) when i met them they call me UNCLE. hahaha.... i was not sad not angry just feel it was fun.. ^_^ many in typical MAY say i'm crazy. but, something like. i call my father (in blood) FATHER. but in my heart i don regard him as my father THERE IS A VERY BIG DIFFERENT HERE. so that explain the way i am......

Answer....

Hello, i'm back. heh heh, i was studying myself for a certain period of time now. i know that i have been thinking a lot. normal people cannot really UNDERSTAND what i have explain. they find it hard to accept. because what they know, it all along in them. maybe from their background, what they been through, or sometime worst, its been taught to them since young. now, what i'm asking here is don we have a brain? must it be this or that? why cant we really answer what people ask? there are 2 answer normally. first the person that question. it will depend what the questioner want the answer from you. or answer in acoordance to your OWN thinking. it happened to me just yesterday. when my friend ask me, IF I EVER ASK GOD FOR HELP? well, i answer in the 2nd option i mention above my OWN thinking. but half way during the explainaion i was stop... why? my friend say again. " its just a simple question why make it complicated?" "i just want to know yes or no" in this case, what he want is totally different from he asking. i am trying to explain myself though it may take a bit of time but, people are just filtering the answer thats really in your mind. IS THIS FAIR? now if you say again the world is never fair. then might as well die better right? there is certain fairness like i say. of coz its just a matter of time....

Sima Yi

I think most guys will know Sima Yi. he is another brillant strategist beside Zhuge Liang. many will think that Zhuge Liang is the most smartest guy. but, in fact it is not. whatever Zhuge Liang can think of, Sima Yi can always have a way to prevent it. the real fact is Sima Yi is better. many people think that Zhuge Liang is sided with Liu Bei coz of his greatness. but, in warring state who does not want to conquer a country? whoever will use lots of method. then in this case who is right? who are we to judge? In many game or book, Sima Yi is often describe as proud, but i fact its not. who does not have their own thinking? people nowadays always fix thing as for thing they are. no one will look at it the way that is not normal. but how normal is normal? how not normal is not normal? i always have second thought for things. its in me and i think i wont go very wrong with that. just that someone have to be very observance with it. so far so good and i'm lucky. ok till then....

Year Wish

This year i want a breakthrough!!! In every thing i do. tomorrow i am packing up my room lo... heh heh, its very untidy but i think MOST guys are like that?? i think so. ha ha. i did not write anything these days coz i'm sick. now that i'm ok i try to write a lot more thing that i can write YAHOOOOOOOOOOOO........

Well what a year....

Hi i'm back. i'm sick through out the 2nd week of year 2008. i was having high fever, 38.9 wow.. thats high though. strange thing is i was feeling active not weak. but, later days during my sickness. i notice that my thinking was slow. not like my normal self. i hate that. i sleep a lot during my sick period. Guess what? yeaterday when i was looking into the mirror, i got a shock, i saw a younger version of me. man my face really look younger. maybe all these days sleep regain my health bit by bit. well thats it i wanna sleep early and wake up early. that way i can at the very least get younger a bit. heh heh.... ^_^ at any rate yu ming been release out on the 7 jan 2008. i wanna save some money for him so he can study, and more so he can be a great help to me in my work. i pray to my Lord King of King. i commit my brother to your hand. in Jesus Mighty NAME I PRAY AMEN.

A New Hope....

A long time ago, in a galaxy far far away. i was in the watchnight service in GTC. the pastor all was talking about, what we want from this 2008 year. i pray and i hope it will alll happen. the spear i lost in 2007, i know i will in no time find a better and more powerful spear. muhaha.... anyway on 29 dec 2007, teck keong got married with siew yee. they all are very happy of course. Teck keong was so happy, i did not know that he know how to play er-hu. a kind of chinese violin. he didn't played for 8 years according to him. but, he played it qiute well. power man... way to go. during the last day, i saw the cat, run faster to it normal hidding place. i was telling him that i may not see him in future. i was sad. he sleep the wgole day. anyway i was very happy to see him during my last day and not others. i pray he will be in better life after i'm not around. i know he will... coz God will protect and keep him safe from harm.