Power is nothing without JUSTICE

I suddenly remember something. when i was young back in 1991. i acted in my school Heng Ah Keng Bong primary school. i was acting a hero that catches a pick pocket. i was dominated to act hero. somehow it link to 2006 i caught a robber. i was awarded a medal by DPM Wong Kan Seng. how it happened was the day before the event took place. i was praying to God. i tell God that all these years i learn Taekwondo, my sense of justice like have been wasted. i was praying to God let my this talent be use to his kingdom. and on 7 aug 2006 my holy birthday the day after i prayed. later that night i caught a robber, robbing a lady hang bag. after i caught him, i was being ask by the police am i willing to be the witness of it and i go all the way, to help in whatever ways i could. i was there in the witness room in court. The robber plead guilty. and i was not being sumon to the witness stand to testify against the robber. what really make me sad was, the family members of the robber not a single one turn up to his hearing. according to the IO ( Investigation officer) the robber family have already given up hope on him. upon hearing this somehow i was sad. i start to ponder if i caught him was right or wrong?

Given up on him. i did not pray for him though, i hope he learn his lesson. by saying all this is not to show off myself but to show GOD LISTEN AND WATCH WHAT YOU DO EVERY SINGLE SECOND. so do not let your guard down. i know its very common to say this in fact all chirstian should know that God is everywhere, everytime, every place. Yes even when your in the toilet (sorry for that) you know something most of the time i question God. God why this why that. but let you people know that at all time i am SUPER LOYAL TO GOD. though during worship time i laugh and didn't sing the song. but it does not prove that i disrespect him. i just don sing thats all. its the heart that matter. somewhere in the bible also say this but, i don know where. (God look at heart not the appearance.) to show God you listen to him by doing what he want you to do? to do what? i really don know. Sometime during church activity, i question myself, is this what God want us to do or is it just some tactic to win the soul over for God? i cant get this thing straight.

I talk to willy before hope i spell correctly his name. he say God is mercyful, if you hunger he will let you know. i believe that. there is something here if you did not think, FAITH is all time involve in all things. no faith no believe no trust no God. now i realise something is that if i reverst the order trust, believe, faith. take the first letter of every word it become this TBF. mean TRUST=TO, BELIEVE=BE, FAITH=FAITHFUL. of coz this is just what i thought of never know i always have this in mind. somehow i think God want me to attend church. beside all the problem i have in the church. now when i say i think it mean TO ME not to anyone who want to believe. if you want by all mean.