200512 2010Hrs

its so freaking painful...... loving the wrong girl...... i am very heart broken so hard and pain...............................................!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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200512 1944Hrs

why after i cried so hard le still sad?..just now i hear thunder i straight away think of bb scare of thunder.... why do i still have this feeling???? God pls give me peace in my heart......................

200512 1729Hrs

xin ruo juan liao
lei ye gan liao
zhe fen shen qing nan she nan liao
ceng jing yong you tian huang di lao
yi bu jian ni mu mu you zhao zhao
zhe yi fen qing yong yuan nan liao
yuan lai shi hai neng zai du yong bao
ai yi ge ren
ru he si shou dao lao
zen yang mian dui yi qie
wo bu zhi dao
hui yi guo qu tong ku den xiang si wang bu liao
wei he ni hai lai bo dong wo xin tiao
ai ni zen me neng liao
jin ye de ni ying gai ming liao
yuan nan liao
qing nan liao

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200512 1601Hrs

Unstable relationship.... today seem so long.... where are all my comrade? where is my love? shall i say is all over? this is what i get.... sigh.... relax jack.... not the end of world better ones are coming just hang on.... someone will love you for who you are.... love you the same as you love her.... Rose and little john is afraid of jack in the beginning, but at last they love jack... though jack is a murderer, they understood the essential of the thing.... why on earth am i hurt??? no one anymore.... put your armor back jack, i have given you a new set of armor and shield and sword. this time protect it with care... don let anyone simply let you off guard... yes my master i will, now i will cry hard for few days and in God name i will never drop a tears..... jack be strong, you are always strong, be glad that you made it this far..... none of any typical guys can have the endurance you have for the girl..... you are not poor in heart, you are not in your mind, you are not poor in money.understood that jack? yes master.... so how do i kill my heart for that girl? jack do what you have to do,no killing revenge and pay back.... yes master i wont as you know..... good jack cry if you have to for now after few days you will be a totally new guy.... :) yes master :)

200512 0809Hrs

got chase out by bb.... this is the second time. thing i wont do to you. but you do it to hurt me. after hurting me convince i am in the wrong i have to say sorry.... what a joke.... since you so perfect go ahead and look for your perfect one..... this time i will not look back.. i walk back alone heart broken and disappointed, walk alone in a no man street. this is what i get from the gil i love with my full heart. condemn me like this.... you are god? this is how you judge feel and decide... good for you... i will not curse you, one day when you have your heart eaten out... you don regret what you have done to hurt someone that love you with everything. 200512 is the worst i ever had in a while.... Got chase out from bb house... every single time i have to give in.... i am tired of this shit....

130512 2031Hrs

the tremendous pressure i have is none can understand..... i love her so much yet. she is so unstable.... never care enough for me... sigh....... GGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR