200512 1601Hrs

Unstable relationship.... today seem so long.... where are all my comrade? where is my love? shall i say is all over? this is what i get.... sigh.... relax jack.... not the end of world better ones are coming just hang on.... someone will love you for who you are.... love you the same as you love her.... Rose and little john is afraid of jack in the beginning, but at last they love jack... though jack is a murderer, they understood the essential of the thing.... why on earth am i hurt??? no one anymore.... put your armor back jack, i have given you a new set of armor and shield and sword. this time protect it with care... don let anyone simply let you off guard... yes my master i will, now i will cry hard for few days and in God name i will never drop a tears..... jack be strong, you are always strong, be glad that you made it this far..... none of any typical guys can have the endurance you have for the girl..... you are not poor in heart, you are not in your mind, you are not poor in money.understood that jack? yes master.... so how do i kill my heart for that girl? jack do what you have to do,no killing revenge and pay back.... yes master i wont as you know..... good jack cry if you have to for now after few days you will be a totally new guy.... :) yes master :)