Brain works

I notice that, sometime when a person is feeling low. and needed some one to talk to. and find no one it is a painful process. but, if you find some one to talk to, but, that person does no even know you and say something to make you worst (not on purpose). you will even feel the pain as if it hit harder. but, when the person is close to you, and in the person mind anticipate your action or what's is in your mind. which is not true. The pain is the most of all. i felt that.... really hard for me to cope.

I try to press it down. but it rebound. fighting a rebound is not easy. Coz it depend on the force of the rebound, it can really do some damage if it hit hard. and if you are not able to mini the force which cause by the rebound. then you are in for it. The thing is how one should mini the rebound when the person know its coming and not much ways to do it.

I am sad real sad, and i do not know why, i try hard to think in a very netural way. meaning its like your soul out of your body. but, your body is still moving. your soul are watching it. sometime its just to hard. what should i do? .................