Even when i wanted to sms you, i also afraid that you busy don want to disturb you... i will keep waiting...... holding your hand is one of the greatest thing i ever had.... :) but the pain of missing you is what i cannot take..... now worst i cannot even go your house..... everyone on earth know we broke up. but though not officially.... i feel like i am living my life in the shadow... jian bu de guang.... :( maybe you don love me that deep yet... but i will hold on..... seeing things like this.... i don know how long more i could take..... alvin, god mom nancy, my friend char, miriam, been praying for us bb :) for our relationship :) i bound our love with jesus :) i wont let go.... but recently my grip been loosing power..... no don let it happen.....
if you can remember, i told you my strength comes love, any type of love. from you, God, friends.... recently i don know who i can talk to anymore...... i am losing that grip.... i don want it to happen....
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